Newness

I've been thinking a lot about this new relationship I'm in. He's out of town and I find myself missing him. Although missing him aches a little, I take it as a good sign. I like him enough to miss him when he's gone. Other times though, I doubt what we have. We seem to lack a level of closeness and real understanding of each other. When it's right does it feel right from the start? Or do relationships need time to grow? Maybe it's both. Anyway, because this relationship is so new I'm just going to see where things go, and hopefully we will grow closer.

I like this quote though and hope I will have a relationship resembling it someday :)

Find a man who calls u beautiful instead of hot... who calls u back even when u hang up on him... who thinks ur perfect even though he knows the worst things about u... who will stay awake just to watch u sleep.

Wait for the man who kisses ur forehead... who wants to show u off to the world when ur in a t-shirt & sweats... who holds ur hand in front of his friends... who likes you better without makeup on... the one whos constantly reminding u of how much he loves u & how lucky he is to have u... the one who turns to his friends & says "thats her"